Knees pulled up to my chest trying to forget about the rest
But how can ya forget the moment that you met, and every second since then you've been thinking how he left.
It's hard out here wearin your heart on your sleeve knowin it's perfectly clear that he could always leave
In a city that never sleeps people always need extra attention from another hopin your girl will always be
There for ya, in the dark with tears streamin down her face knowing you're the cause babe this is not a race
So here's where it started
Thinking we'd never be parted
Wanting everything we had
Never knowing in the end it would be me that would be sad
How can ya ever please someone with so much goin on
Fairy tales on tv, slutty girls who always need
Attention. That's it. That's every little bit
Attention seeking, secret meetings. Thinkin he's never gonna slip
But what about me? Building up their confidence but tearin me piece by piece
But what about me? Building up their confidence but tearin me piece by piece
Blood pumpin, mind racin, anger through my eyes
How could I've been so stupid not to see through his lies.
I'm sorry, I'm stupid, I regret every single word
Too late I'm broken I never should have heard
The voices telling me that everything's okay
But knowing reality will never go away
So now what? Trust him?
The memories will never fade.
I'm tired of being the only one who has to change
There's gotta be an answer god please help me see
Why there's no answer to these questions that I need
Pray for me here I go jumping through the sky
Holdin onto nothin hopin he won't let me die
